Update on my walk with the Creator

Wow. So much has happen since I last have been here...
-made a new friend.
-had my heart torn apart by the one I loved and the One.
-fell into a low depression point, making wrong choices and decisions.
-decided upon a college I was to attend.
-graduated High School.
-managed to get a $15,500 scholarship, even with being in the low end of the top 50% of student GPA.
-had an incredible summer.
-met my future husband, fiancé.
-fell in love.
-dropped out of college, enrolled in a community college.

and then here I am now. And,


God has been doing some crazy, crazy awesome stuff. Called me out of the church I was attending, but has not called my love. And God has told me to give him space while he figures things out. Its so hard to be apart. It feels like I am missing an essential part of me; half of my heart. I love him so much, and God has a plan. If it we are meant to be, God will make it happen. And that's how Valentine's Day was spent; praying for my love and talking with my best friend.

The Lord is telling all of us to run from sin. He breaks our legs so He can carry us. We are never alone.

When in doubt, Pray. Always Pray.

3 a.m. will come, and when it does, I will pray and study His Word.

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What is this suffering, is it some affliction? The pain of a million little marks of this addiction. Your cry of despair is breaking through with conviction.

What is this hold that the world has upon you? The cold hard grasp of the past that you've gone through. His words are standing true so pick up your cross and move!

What is this doubt that weighs you down? The whispers and lies, they spin you round. The Lord is here and sets you free, so jump up cause from these chains, you are released.

What is this prayer that which you pray? For Christ to come in your heart and stay! Little child, He loves you and will ne'er go away.

He loves you forever and ever, Amen.

Inspired from a text message I recieved the other night.

The words of wisdom learned over time, past experience reveal these little bits and they shape us. The bits gather; weathered, broken shards, pieces of our lives.
the dust finally settles, all that had been, it forms a fractal of beauty, the past. Vibrant colors, spewing, glistening... Wisdom.
Love, the exception. No wisdom to be taken. Understanding starts to fall. All that was known, crashes; connected bits of life shatter.
Light shines through, brilliant. Happiness is found? A rare occasion in a world of men.
To love, to know, life turns towards the climax. A new shape is formed. Pieces of radiant beauty, our hearts two to one.
We've found it..
The wisdom of these words.

And this is where we begin, kiddos

Hi.
My name is Brie,
I'm 18,
From Ohio,
And people say I'm pretty cool, so that must be right? Right. ;) So now that's all established, yeah. I normally create things like this because it creates the illusion that people actually care about what I'm saying, so if you don't care, well just pretend, for me? ツ
I have a tumblr: pepsigma,
a twitter:Brie_Pepsi, and
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What I'd like for this blog to be is just random writings of myself and the inspiration that comes. So, yeah. ツ